oddish night happenings

rufus the naked mole rat from kim possible ... especially for helen and lucas for they love these little things so ...












i have been having the oddest of the odd dreams lately!

firstly, we were in my street (and by we i mean a whole bunch of people such as you AP&ES people, mary marx,my gran, the woman who won the nobel peace prize and who is stuck under house arrest in myanmar and sandwhich boy) and all of a sudden the weird Big Haired Boy who hangs out in the coffee shop next to my book store came and wanted to hang out with us and all of a sudden he was laughing and then he shot me in the leg with a tranquiliser gun. odd. i hope its not a premonition because i dont see any obvious reason as to why this act would help him or me.

anyhoo, then I was at a Quidditch match (!) and sitting in the highest part of the stadium when all of a sudden O'Hottie was sitting next to me crying his eyes out (because he is not at all a big manly rugby player in real life!) because his girlfriend the physio was helping the Griffindor team and he didnt want her to. I missed the whole match trying to comfort his snivelling.

Then last night , i was at a world MUN competition and i had forgotten to write my opening statement and we were Albania and going first and i had to make something up. This has almost happened in real life. i can never prepare speeches ahead of time. i just cant. Vanny thinks this dream is to do with a fear of being unprepared that stemmed from my family giving me a 'talking to' the other day about how i 'have no direction' and how 'doing my masters is just taking the easy way out'... i was like excuuuuuuse me you travestido's, but i am having to take an entire year off in the middle of my masters in order for me to stay sane and actually do research and not have burnout! cut me some slack people! i at least have a plan for the next 3 years... and i keep trying to explain to them that i cant have an exact plan in steps and time frames for my entire life because so much depends on other people and job opportunities that crop up! so , please, dear souls, console me and tell me how you all have no direction or how you didnt have much direction when you were 22 ... i need a good nights sleep and cant if i'm dreaming odd things! so i need to know i'm not all alone in this world of chance where preparation is not king, but purely a cleaner of the bathroom